Frustrating dilemmas.

Before I start this entry properly, i would just like to add some realistic details first.

Today, 28th of March, 2014, would be considered as a special day for my cousin, well, he graduated in highschool and stuff. 

Pretty much kind of a tiring but fun day though. We were at the balcony, staring out at the graduates. There were a lot of people this morning, and it was a glorious and joyous day.

After the graduation we all went to Trinoma with all my cousins, we all ate lunch and stuff and roamed around the mall, my cousin treated all of us with Dairy Queens and we were all happy about it. 

But there's this one irritating, FRUSTRATING thing that happened.

Well, it's kind of shallow but, for me, i consider it as a big deal though.

You know these days that when there's a special occasion, people tend to do "Selfies" *eeww* or otherwise, SelCas. My cousins and i were having fun, my sister, on the other hand DID NOT INCLUDE ME IN ALL OF THE SELCAS THEY DID. I mean seriously. It's IRRITATING. In Filipino,

Mababaw man dahilan ko pero nakakabastos kasi, kahit good time nyo yun kung sinasadya nilang hindi ka isama, diba? nakakabastos kaya. 

I breathed heavily and just played along with 'em, so that the good ambiance of the surroundings wont be broken *grammar check*

Then after we went to the mall, we went to my tita's house, we stayed there for hours to rest, and i slept on the floor, but before that we were watching the horror movie 'MAMA'. It really scared me to death. (HAHAHA!) I was screaming so loud my tita went out of the bedroom and told us to keep quiet. *LOL*

after watching the movie, bit by bit i fell asleep.

I woke up with a jolt, my other cousins arrived and i was still sleeping on the floor, since I have no care in the world when i wake up, whatever time it is, i stared at the ceiling and yawned, then i stood up, and searched for my wallet, (there's a back story for this, i overheard my cousin telling my other cousins that she wanted to have a haircut, thats why i woke up with a jolt, 'cause, i wanted to get a haircut (AGAIN), even though i got a haircut last night, so, yeah.) and told my tita that we'll be getting a haircut. 

Turns out my new hairdo is kind of cool (: And i've noticed that lately, i like those hairdos that falls on shoulders. *grammar check* that's why i've been doing that kind of hairdo (: 

I apologize because i dont have a proof that i had a new hairdo i mean, just look at my latest instagram updates ;) 

Well, one thing's for sure.

My sister will be sleeping at the master's bedroom with my parents. And they'll be sleeping there without me. UGH. SERIOUSLY WHY DO YOU HAVE TO DO THAT?

I guess i'll be alone in my bedroom all by myself, but who cares? I APPRECIATE IT MORE WHEN I'M ALL ALONE IN MY BEDROOM (: at least soon i can do it more often 'cause my dad bought an airconditioner for the bedroom, (technically a birthday gift for me :D)

This is a spoiler alert though but i'm WAAAAAY TOO EXCITED AND I CAN'T HELP MYSELF :D

Well, its normal that everyone gets more and more excited when their birthday draws near ;) 

AND MINE IS! I MEAN SRSLY. 4 DAYS LEFT AND I'LL BE 17! :D

That's a spoiler. :D But i'll be active here BEFORE April Fools! eerr... My Birthday! :D 

Sorry, but believe me or not, my birthday IS on April Fools day :) 

That is, well, all for now ;) and I just wanted to unleash or more like write down my burdens here, like what my little brother said on his entries, he makes his blog his diary (: oh and so do I :D

One last thing, 

MY BROTHER CALLED ME LOTS OF TIMES LAST NIGHT :D AND HIS VOICE IS SOOOOO CUTE! He told me to ask him if he could call me, and well, YEAH HE CAN CALL ME WHENEVER I ASK HIM! WEEEE! :D *grammar check*

So, yeah. THAT'S ALL! I'm an all-out excited buddy here (:

Pilgrims. (:

Sophisticated.

A light bulb flicks it's lights on. A representation of an idea coming. A very clever move. But, an imaginary light bulb shows up when you get wonderful ideas. Like this one:

Don't get it wrong, you'll get a lot of ideas if you eat chocolate, you'll get hyper, you'll be energetic and alert. Pretty much like that.

I'm kinda inspired because of something else. A person I guess, I wont tell. But, try lurking around all by yourself, you'll realize you've been thinking too much. That's a sign that you have a good state of mind. You're thinking well. Imaginations have been very huge.

Open your eyes. The world is in front of you. You can see the truth, the people you love, everything. God blessed you with a beautiful life. Don't waste it. You can see the sun rising, setting above the horizon. The sea, the moon, your friends. Don't even say your life stinks and sucks because you suffered. No. 

You have so many opportunities. And if you grab the chance, you might even get luckier.

"I feel like I'm in America or so. I wanna go back to Australia." is what I say. I've been choosing paths that are highly anticipated.

Do you remember the nights we'd stay up just laughing, smiling for hours, at anything. Remember the nights, we drove around crazy in love.

We'll be safe and sound. When the lights go off. We'll be a dream.

Rain pours down in every country we all belong to. It doesn't mean that when it's raining, it's already gloomy. Hey, you have to love rain too. Something big might happen. Be proud of yourself.

Sketches of every faces are most likely important. A sketch of your face may represent thousands of adjectives pertaining to you. A person might secretly adore your simplicity and style. They might copy you because of your simple life. Elegance is counted. What if, someone you admire gave you a sketch of your face, and then there's this note that said: "for you, the most special person ever". You'll fall in love with the message, the drawing and the person. Geez. I'm talking about romance here for Pete's sake.

Open doors can also mean great opportunities and chances. Don't even try refusing an open door if it's for you. Don't let yourself be degraded. If there's a will, there's a will. There is no impossible thing if you believe in yourself. 

Such wise words, Elaine. Most likely if you relate it to yourself. Sure, I do. Respect my decision. I don't want to start an argument and stuff. I think 100 times first before getting mad at someone. Unless they've done something I really don't like. Oh well. I've been too kind. 

D'aawww it ends here. Such wise words. Let's call it a day then. 

PILGRIMS

*EVIL SMILE*

Whew!~
What a day!
Seriously, this day is just AWESOME.

You know what made it better? A lovely surprise from my sister, of course!
Ah yes, the feeling of getting a surprise from someone special really tugs my the old heartstrings.
If I may, I want to tell to my sister that I love her and appreciate her so much.
Of course I'll do that, after all, she IS MY BIG SISTER :)
#ProudBrotherHere

Oh, I almost forgot to tell you guys, my sister participated (well, joined) in the largest charity walk EVER! :D
I'm so proud of my sister for accomplishing (and helping to accomplish) such a feat~
Now I can say, "My sister is a world record holder."
As for me, I'll get a world record someday, hopefully.

Anyways, her surprise was just absolutely mindblowing.
I'm just....speechless. Oh, wait, more like "wordless" if there's ever such a word.



But that's my sister, sweet as always; however, she's been quite busy lately.
Gee, I wish I could spend more time with my big sister.
Well, to be honest, I pray everyday to spend more time with my big sister, Elaine.
*Sighs deeply* In the meantime, I'll improve my grammar, my blog, my laptop, my common sense (yes, even I need to improve my common sense), and most of all, my attitude.


Anyways, guys, mark your calendars! My big sister's birthday is on April 1!
Hmmm...I wonder what I'll give her.....hmmm....I know! [Secret]



Since I'm Elaine's little brother, I think I should act more cute towards Elaine.
I'm not sure, but I'll hopefully be able to in the upcoming weeks
Aside from that, I'm also looking forward to meet my lovely and sweet big sister on April 26.

I'm gonna mark my calendar for that event so I can look awesome and see Elaine in person :D
I'm also going to tour her around the mall (because she's not used to going to the mall we're going to me meet up at) and show her some of the best shops, sights and a whole lot more.
Coincidentally, the mall we're going to meet up in is also the first mall that I attended my first SONE gathering or whatever you call it.




Welp, I guess that'll be all!
Annyeong~

Terrifible day

Hmmmmm again. How should I put this? Hmmmm well. I dunno where to start but.


Today *actually I posted my last blog on the same day today, it was 1AM that time, and today, its 7:50 PST*


I've been reading too much that is why i invent words LOL first word I invented was the word 'awefulsome' as you all remember.

this one, it's a combination of the word 'terrific' and 'terrible'
so, yeah, i tried out the word 'terrifible'

sounds nice isn't it?

NO IT DOESNT. LOL

So anyway, back to the main part. Today was one heck of a day
Today's the birthday of my fellow classmate, she's a Japanese, and i greeted her on facebook and stuff and we chit chatted there and all that and then yeah, today's her birthday.


My bestfriend Erika didn't come to school today because she doesnt have any classes :( *im really sad everytime she doesnt come to school 'cause i'm alone :(*

so, all that's left was me, my classmates, and my other friend named Alyanna.

I brought with me a big amount of money because i really planned on treating my friends today because we'll post-celebrate (is this correct?) Taeyeon's birthday yesterday

turned out it did well ^^

I treated them at McDonalds and we all laughed and ate lots of food and stuff

then this other classmate of mine noticed I'm getting fat.AGAIN. (i know, i know. I'm fat already -_-)


So, yeah. thats it. I treated them all at McDonalds a while ago :D



and then there's this horrible horrible voice of mine. ACTUALLY MY VOICE IS HOARSE DUE TO COUGHING SO MUCH. and i dont like it anymore, its hard to talk straight when your voice has that deficiency, so to speak.



I wont add any photos for now. All i want is to write and type and publish works


I'm actually talking to my little brother right now, i've been talking to him since kanina pa ^^


And then my voice is hoarse.



I'LL READ A GOOD BOOK THIS EVENING BEFORE I SLEEP XD


I am admiring a Filipino-American schoolmate, It's a SHE, not a HE


I FINALLY FOUND HER FACEBOOK ACCOUNT!!! *LE DANCES*



OHMYGOD IM DAMN CRAZY RIGHT NOW.


You know what? I've been talking to myself this morning, i've been using an American accent (which is kinda weird when you got used to Australian accent XD)



And there. I was talking to myself this morning :D





I got lazy out of nowhere, but I'll be back tomorrow :D



So, yeah :D

I READ SOMETHING UNUSUAL AND INAPPROPRIATE

THIS ONE:

"SAME GOES FOR ELAINE, I GUESS.
I NEED TO DISTANCE MYSELF FROM ELAINE BECAUSE IT SEEMS THAT SHE DOESN'T WANT ME ANYMORE.
SHE'S HAPPY WITH ERIKA AND I'M COOL WITH THAT, REALLY.
*SIGHS* I WISH I CAN TRAVEL BACK IN TIME TO TELL MY OLD SELF THAT I SHOULD SPEND MORE TIME WITH ELAINE AND GET MORE CLOSE TO ELAINE.
TOO BAD I'M TOO LATE."



WTF BROTHER DONT EVER SAY THOSE WORDS YOU KNOW IM NOT EVER GONNA HATE YOU! *CRIES SO MUCH* YOU'RE MY BROTHER! OF COURSE I CARE FOR YOU. :(



This is a short message part 1 of my first surprise for my brother, Dar... err Lance Anderson :D



So, yeah :D


Elaine Wilde- Mayers ;)

The Sudden Comeback of the Awesome One XD

Uhmmm.. how should I put this. Well. It's still 9th of March, so technically, it's still 5 minutes before 10th of March. So, yeah. It's still Sunday XD




Today has been uhmmm quite a day. Actually right now i'm downloading live performances of Girls' Generation's comeback ;) *AND IT'S AWESOME! XD*



I'm sick though :( and my voice got worse (i have no voice, i mean, it's hoarse -_-)


But, i told someone special that i'll be having my comeback soon :) so, this would be ONE OF THOSE XD

I promised that someone that i'll surprise him/her XD and this is my first surprise *fingers crossed, i hope he./she reads this after I publish it XD*


This evening, after I went home from my choir practice, i changed my outfit from a sunday outfit to a casual polo shirt and jeans and a matching top siders, *grammar check* and i tied my hair up XD

Why?


I went to the mall with my family late this evening. *distracted by Mr. Mr. XD*

We ate late dinner

I saw this stunning Korean at Trinoma, she REALLY LOOKED LIKE IM YOONA OF GIRLS' GENERATION! Gah I wished I took a photo of her but i'm too embarrassed :(


BUT SERIOUSLY SHE LOOKED LIKE YOONA! XD

I also bought a book today *AFTER A LONG TIME I CAME BACK TO THE MALL AND WENT INSIDE A BOOKSTORE AND BOUGHT A BOOK WTF IM AWSM ;)*



It's the book written by Tahereh Mafi, named "Ignite Me", if you want, you can look it up in the internet ;) I'm kinda lazy to attach photos right now, HELLO? IT'S THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT ERRR MIDNIGHT ERR IT'S 1AM FOR SHORT xD

Well, today marks my Japanese classmate's birthday :D I shall greet her later on at school ;)


I told someone special on twitter "i feel like posting my entries na, i'm kinda random" and stuff XD



HA! I AM RANDOM!

Every time it's late in the night, my mind goes wild *wow, rhyming words*

but, these first few months, my life has been sooooo busy I ALMOST FORGOT my little brother :(



Stupid college -_-

when you arrive college you cant stop those RESEARCH PAPERS.
Those creepy college professors.

Those non-stop homeworks and projects

Those painful exams
My majors aint coming out yet, i'm still on my freshman year as a college buddy *but heck, I'll escape freshman in a few weeks nalang!!!*



But. Next semester I'll study so hard kasi i have a major subject on my sophomore year.

I'll learn Foreign Languages next year :)

So maybe, i'll post an entry here with a new language ;)

Not English nor Tagalog, hmm let's say Japanese?  or Korean? or Mandarin? XD


I hate Land Reform Programs being assigned to me by my professor in Economics -_-


I made 4 term papers and HAVEN'T MADE MY DEFENSE YET. SA 3RD YEAR KO PA GHAD


I HAD FUN WITH MY TAEYEON'S BIRTHDAY TODAY/YESTERDAY EVEN THOUGH I'M SICK :'(

I'll treat my friends LATER/TOMORROW at school after class :D



MY BROTHER WILL DEFINITELY READ THIS AND HE'LL GO CRAZY AND HE'LL MESSAGE ME AND I'LL GO OMG I'M BACK AGAIN AND STUFF OF COURSE I'LL CHIT CHAT WITH HIM HE'S SO CUTE AND HE'S SPECIAL I MISS HIM AND STUFF :D



I know you're awake today Dart :D you might get shocked at my unexpected surprise ;)


I TOLD YOU I'LL HAVE SURPRISES YOU WONT EVEN EXPECT :D

IT CAME LIKE A BURGLAR XD




So, yeah. I have to continue my term paper, and I need sleep! :( I've finished downloading live performances :D


I'll wake up at 7AM today i think :( I have classes at 8:30 (technically, I'll skip my Natural Science class *my first subject* for me to finish my Economics term paper)





I did a lot of flaws when i arrived college. Dont ask. XD




So, yeah.







I AM BACK :D ELAINE WILDE- MAYERS :D