Happenstance

These days i haven't been sleeping, staying up all the time doing stuff.

You know to be honest, i'm kinda distracted right now because of Taylor Swift 'cause i'm listening to her song 'Red'.

These past few days have been so great. But i'll make a spoiler. That tomorrow, 30th of April would be the last day of the month of April. I'll make a new entry tomorrow.

So, i dont know how to begin this with, but it's been a great week.
 Start with Friday. It was the time when something big happened. 'Cause the next day there's this big event at MOA. So, friday afternoon, i packed my stuff because we'll be checking in at a hotel near MOA, Microtel hotel to be exact. It's actually inside the MOA itself. It's very near from SMX Convention Center and from Mall of Asia Arena, oh and MOA Eye, the big ferris wheel.
So the hotel was absolutely comfy and it looks good. Especially the pool from the rooftop.
We arrived at the hotel at 2PM friday afternoon. So, we stayed there. And then at the suite, i was watching a replay of volleyball.

After that, my sister and I went to MOA itself to buy food, pizza, pasta, chicken and stuff. We were even planning to stay at Starbucks that time.

After a stroll at the mall, we went back to the hotel. Then we watched a drama series.

After that we went night swimming at the rooftop of the hotel, it was definitely a great time.

The next day, it was the big event. I woke up early in the morning, but you know what? there's another big event that day. Saturday, April 26th.

'cause here's the back story. Friday, my friends have been texting me if i'll be attending THE FANSIGNING EVENT THAT'LL HAPPEN ON 26TH. And the book signing event was held at the Glorietta Activity Center. Friday. My friends texted me, that time i wasnt yet sure if i'm gonna go or not. So we all waited.
Saturday the day itself. After the big event at MOA, my friends texted me again. But then again, my parents allowed me 'cause i only forced them.

So, Saturday, it was the signing event. To be specific, it was Tahereh Mafi, Ransom Riggs, Veronica Rossi who did a signing event at Glorietta that day. (I CAME THERE ACTUALLY.)

So, the registration for that day was 10AM, but that time, i was still at the hotel swimming at the rooftop, eh you need to be early whenever you go to a signing 'cause lots of people would definitely go.

We checked out of the hotel at about 12:25PM. I was kinda in a hurry that time.
When we arrived at glorietta it was 1:00. We even got lost for 4  mins but then again the Activity Center was the center part of the mall itself.

I found my friends there and they're all from Cahill philippines itself :D

Proof. That i went to the event.



It was a great time at Glorietta that time. I really had a great time. I finally got to meet the Cahills :D

 Me at the hotel last friday night, reading 'Stainless Longganisa' by Bob Ong. I took a selfie anyway.

That was me at the swimming pool at the hotel rooftop. :3

This was at the hotel rooftop too, i took a selfie 'cause the ambiance was totally epic.

I WENT TO THIS EVENT. And look at the people who were there! A sea of people indeed. I'm part of it.

Sisterly love at the hotel elevator. HAHAHAHA.



So anyway, let's proceed.

Sunday, nothing much happen 'cause i'm always busy with my church duties every Sunday.

But you know what? Something different happened starting last Sunday.

I noticed something different.


My bestfriend, well, she's actually changing na. I noticed that.

Last time we had an argument 'cause she noticed i 'WAS' changing.

But i didn't. Ever since the argument we stopped jogging. AND yesterday, (it was Monday yesterday) we totally stopped jogging.


She kept telling me she's too sleepy to wake up early to jog. ( I MEAN SERIOUSLY, YOU'RE NOT LIKE THAT THE PAST FEW WEEKS. AFTER OUR ARGUMENT YOU CHANGED YOUR PLANS)

So, we didn't jog yesterday. I also asked her last night if we'll be jogging today she said no with the SAME REASON. (I'm not mad actually, i'm just noticing the new thing that happened, and the changes that are occuring)

So we didn't jog today, this morning. Last night we talked about meeting, but she texted me when i was about to leave 'cause it was raining so hard yesterday (which i presume stopped before I left, so i guess she had time to prepare again what's the problem with that) She apologized again for not being able to meet up with me.

To be honest, i'm kinda disappointed.

But i just held it all in. I'm not the kind of person who gets mad that easily with just small faults.

That evening, i messaged her again, then she apologized to me, i guess she also sensed that i'm not feeling great last night, so she apologized again. But i really was disappointed that i tried to ignore her messages at first.

But i still made myself to use :) even though i'm not in a good mood.


So anyway, we didn't jog yesterday morning, nor this morning. She also told me that we'd be jogging tomorrow. So i had kinda high hopes, but to tell you the truth, i had a strong feeling she'll postpone it again.

So this evening, just hours ago, we met 'cause we both went to church.
While at the vehicle, i asked her 'So.... are we gonna jog tomorrow?'


Then there it was. The answer i'm actually expecting.

She postponed it. I actually forgot the reason why she postponed it but i guess it was the same reason. She just laughed at my expression 'cause i WAS smiling that time.

She told me that we'll be jogging next week. 'Cause i asked her again if we'd go jogging again. Then i told her 'let's not jog anymore'. but she said 'next week, i promise we'll go jogging again'.

I'll keep that in mind. I'm not that dumb to not notice anything weird happening here.


But seriously, i noticed she's changing. She may be changing physically, a good change, but i guess she also changed her attitude. I don't like what this is going into.


I should confront her soon. And i should tell her that she still has two of my books for months now. On the other hand she was asking me and we had a small argument 'bout the book she gave me 'cause i wasnt reading it yet. I was like. What about my books? have you read 'em yet? It's been with you for months now.


I don't know. I'm feeling something different here. I hope she doesn't totally change 'cause when she does, oh so help me i'll definitely be honest. To tell you the truth nobody has ever seen me go mad before. I mean, mad mad. Only my sister and my cousins. But seriously, when i get mad, oh i swear, you'll go hiding under your blanket. 'Cause when i get mad, i go violent.


Anyway her physical changing was kind of a good thing 'cause i always give her compliments like she's getting prettier. and no joke, her outfit this evening was so gorg. 'Twas a corporate attire actually.



Nah. i don't really know. I'll be honest and upfront so soon.

I'll ask her 'bout my books maybe on Thursday.

I kid around with her last night, telling her 'you weren't avoiding are you? (with laughter)'

she said 'of course not!' (of course you weren't, i'm just making sure.)


Okay. Never mind. Sorry. I was just letting go all my disappointment out here. This is a public diary if i may remember.


But so far, so good. Events are great. May is coming so soon, it's on the corner. Tomorrow i'll make another entry, I wont tell.




So, yeah. Oh and Obama's state visit yesterday was totally cool. You know? I kept watching his state visits everywhere. And you know what? his coolest state visit was when he visited Japan and Korea last week. Totally cool.


Well, the state visit he did was kind of like related to the course i'm in.


SO, yeah.



I guess i have to stop here for now. I already told y'all the events that happened to me for the past few days. Tomorrow i promise, i'll make a new entry. Which is CLASSIFIED.


Actually, i don't really know why I titled this as 'Happenstance' to be honest, i just got fascinated with the word i even looked it up in the dictionary. And besides, lots of things happened to me, so i guess that's worth of a title.



Anyway. I just can't help myself.


I have a new guy in particular.
A new guy i'm having interest with, a nerdy-looking American guy. But take note. this one's straight he's not gay unlike Tyler :3

He's a musician. He's Alex Goot. <3

 Yeah. Definitely him. He's freakin handsome!




So, let's see the other side of the road, I have Tyler Oakley, and I have Alex Goot. Which is totally amazing.


I'm gonna be reading more books before school starts. I don't want tech to be the one who'll destroy my book-worm-ish-ness.



Girls' Generation had their 3rd Japanese tour last April 26th. THE SAME DAY WHEN THE SIGNING EVENT HAPPENED. TOTALLY FULL OF GLORY.



I am soooo into english songs these days.




My little brother's been away for a week now. I'm so sorry i wasn't able to pick up your phone calls, i was not at home that time.



I missed my phone so much i've been suffering without a phone for 3 weeks now. I don't know why my parents dont even allow me to buy a new phone, which totally SUCKS. They can just buy me a new one than repair my phone.


It just sucks.

Here i am again.



I'm starting to feel disappointment all over.


Ugh.


Better listen to The Vamps.



I'll leave for real.


Tomorrow again.


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